3.02.2010
2.26.2010
A little more...
Here I am in HWLC (Harold Washington Library Center) awaiting a phone call that could change my path, but isn't everything in life like that. Anyway so I'm suppose to hear back from a writing internship I interviewed for on Tuesday. Of course I'm playing ping pong in my head and jumping every time my phone goes off. I really hope I get it. If I don't I crawl in a hole and cry, well maybe not. I'm suppose to be job hunting right now you know the drill "don't all your eggs in one basket."
All I can do is wait and hope that the universe will send me this. Moving right along.
It's Friday and the temperature is in in the 20s and I'm not in the mood to frolic all over downtown (mainly The Loop), but then again what else can I do?
I'll admit that my life has become a bit of routine that I'm so desperately trying to break out of. I'm still in my shell a bit and afraid to put myself out there to meet people. Don't get me wrong I've met some great ones since I've been here, but as a writer hell as a journalist I get my jobs through networking.
Alright enough sulking...I'll update later on the internship.
P.S.
Wilder in Real Life is going to be a little more transparent these days.
All I can do is wait and hope that the universe will send me this. Moving right along.
It's Friday and the temperature is in in the 20s and I'm not in the mood to frolic all over downtown (mainly The Loop), but then again what else can I do?
I'll admit that my life has become a bit of routine that I'm so desperately trying to break out of. I'm still in my shell a bit and afraid to put myself out there to meet people. Don't get me wrong I've met some great ones since I've been here, but as a writer hell as a journalist I get my jobs through networking.
Alright enough sulking...I'll update later on the internship.
P.S.
Wilder in Real Life is going to be a little more transparent these days.
2.12.2010
Don't Leave Me Alone with This CHICK!
Has there ever been a person you've tried to avoid, but there was no way you could escape him/her?
Well right now I'm having a problem with escaping...myself. I'm doing everything in my power to avoid alone time, quality time, or time out with "numero uno." I've found that in the real world you spend the majority of your time alone, at least in the beginning of adulthood. For a while I thought I was cool with kicking it solo, watching a movie, going to dinner, or a museum because I do it all the time.
There is this thing that a dear friend of mine likes to call "dating yourself." Hanging out is a small portion of this concept. The meat of it is figuring what you like and dislike, the type of person you are (honestly), expectations, and/or addressing issues.
And you know what? I'm so not in the mood to do this. It looks like the universe or whomever is conspiring for me to concentrate on my Personal Relationship. I know this because every time I've tried to set up some sort of outting, people flake, back out, changed their minds, or have other plans. I'm not suppose to be out and and about right now, at least not this weekend. If I'm out then it's suppose to be with myself.
ME: But really, do I have to do this right now?
DIVINE SPIRIT/GOD/UNIVERSE: Yes.
ME to MYSELF: Alright Wilder, we need to sit down and talk.
