Has there ever been a person you've tried to avoid, but there was no way you could escape him/her?
Well right now I'm having a problem with escaping...myself. I'm doing everything in my power to avoid alone time, quality time, or time out with "numero uno." I've found that in the real world you spend the majority of your time alone, at least in the beginning of adulthood. For a while I thought I was cool with kicking it solo, watching a movie, going to dinner, or a museum because I do it all the time.
There is this thing that a dear friend of mine likes to call "dating yourself." Hanging out is a small portion of this concept. The meat of it is figuring what you like and dislike, the type of person you are (honestly), expectations, and/or addressing issues.
And you know what? I'm so not in the mood to do this. It looks like the universe or whomever is conspiring for me to concentrate on my Personal Relationship. I know this because every time I've tried to set up some sort of outting, people flake, back out, changed their minds, or have other plans. I'm not suppose to be out and and about right now, at least not this weekend. If I'm out then it's suppose to be with myself.
ME: But really, do I have to do this right now?
DIVINE SPIRIT/GOD/UNIVERSE: Yes.
ME to MYSELF: Alright Wilder, we need to sit down and talk.
